Jax Rula

Today I draw the 2 of Pentacles and reflect upon my endeavours. Am I supporting my dream or have I sacrificed it to support others? Have I found a happy balance between what must be done and what I want to do? Do I feel obligated to juggle everyone else’s balls but my own?

Today I draw the Hermit and reflect upon my alone time. Do I make room in my life for personal quiet time or am I afraid of the quiet spaces and strive to fill them? Can I sit for even 2 minutes without pulling out my phone to distract me?

Today I draw the Tower and reflect upon my illusions. A lot of them come from the culture in which I was raised. Beliefs that limit my potential and ask me to concede to the mundane. In fact; I can make a difference and I can embrace a change. I just need to see the truth of the matter.

Today I draw the 9 of Pentacles and am grateful for my autonomy. Along the way I have made very conscious choices to hold onto my personal power and not give it away.

Today I draw the Page of Cups and return to my studio. The void between projects feels like a desert in the middle of the jungle of my creations. While in the desert I will clean and organize until the rains of creativity returns.

Today I draw the 6 of Cups and reflect upon my past. No matter how I remember it I remind myself that it got me here today. It is only in the present moment I can make changes to better my life so instead of being a victim of my past I choose to learn from it and move forward.

Today I draw Temperance and reflect upon my Balance. Am I in denial of huge parts of my life? Do I have the wherewithal to create the necessary boundaries that will help me manage my resources? Can I be gentle and loving with myself when I stray from the path? Have I created a lifestyle that supports Balance?

Today I draw the King of Wands and choose to continue working on my to-do lists. Starting at home means that I will have a comfortable place to rest at the end of the day and a sense of pride in the tasks.